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Tonight will be a lot WHY~
ahhh!
Why am I so emo?! @.@
Why I can’t sleep now?!
Why should I miss him this much?!
Why can’t I find something’s to do?!
Why should I think too much?!
argghhhh~!
I need to go bed now laaaa~ friends are coming tomorrow is like 7am! Why aren’t I feeling sleepy now?! T_T
Why should I think so many nonsense stuff?!
Am I very silly at the first place thinking wanna die in the room?!
Like WTH am I doing?!
But seriously I got think of dying in the room holding a knife my grandma knife!! She uses to put on her table! I can’t believe what am I doing wei! wtf?! I’m so glad that I did not do any nonsense stuff like this after crying for the whole damn night! if not I won’t be here blogging! I realize I’m so super silly, don’t u think so? I wonder if I die what I get? I will only hurt my family feelings! I got a life that God gives! So why can’t I USE what God gives?! I can tell you try to die is not that easy! Seriously! I wonder why can’t I live happily? If die can solve the problem den izzit thousand peoples will do the same thing? ARGHHH~ I’m SO SUPER SILLY!
And trust me I saw the “light”! wtf! TRUST ME!!! I seriously saw that!!! I close my eyes suddenly a “light” appear! Show that is time for me to go?! wtf! NO WAYYY & IT’S SCARED ME LIKE HELL!! I know I will miss them a lot!! Once I open my eyes all I know is my bed are wet!!!! I take a look I found that my sisters are all still sleeping!!! I look at the clock and is only 9am?! I don’t dare to sleep back. All I do was wake up lucky my parent are still in their room! I called them and of coz they answer me!! & I tot I was dead! CHOIIII!!! Stupid me~ how can I dream this kind of stuff?!
But seriously NEED TO APPRECIATE EVERYONE BESIDE YOU!!
You will wonder why am I so weird or you are probably thinking is this MT?!
Of coz is meeee!!!!
Think all peoples besides you, all peoples who loves you
Think 1st before doing something silly!!
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