Goodbyee the little ones.

Dear little you,

You were supposed to give a chance and hopes to this family, but he took you back with no reason and answer for us.

You were supposed to make us rejected you; but somehow you just appear like a miracle and we accepted you.

You were the one made all of us cry. You were the one make us keep thinking about you. & not to forget, you made them together as ones too. You’re just like an angel for us.

But unfortunately, he took you back. But I’m sure after another 2years; you’ll be coming back here with a good heath YOU, promise?

My dear you, we shall meet again.

I Love You!

Hello sunshine. Guess what? I got chosen for NS; National Service. Honestly I felt damn freaking happy that I got chosen, but I seriously don’t want to go. Away from home for 3months but it’s seemed like away for 3years. && I’ll be having busy September; will update about this on that time ;) Anyway, all these years I’m looking forward for MPT5 but I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I don’t feel like going d. Wtfff.

I’m out.

Weeeee, I love everything I had now (:

I've been searching up and down this coast overlooking what I need the most. I need to believe that something extraordinary is possible. You know, one day you look at a person and see something more than you did the day before, like a switch has been flickered somewhere, and the person who was just your “ friend ” is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with. That’s the problem with us. We’re both stubborn asses and always want to get our way. We both hate to be wrong and love to be right. But that’s the thing about love. No matter what happens, we always come back for each other, one more time. I remember the first time that I really looked you in the eyes. I was thinking to myself, there’ll never be anyone else. I don’t know if we each have a destiny, or if we’re all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze. But I, I think maybe it’s both. There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But…I think that’s what’s wrong with the world. No one says what they feel, they always hold it inside. They’re sad, but they don’t cry. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or sing. They’re angry, but they don’t scream. Because if they do; they feel ashamed. And that’s the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down and no one sees. & I can’t be with someone who has doubts, no matter how small they are. I need someone who wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them. I don’t want just part of your heart, I want all of it, and you can’t promise me that.


Do you understand what I really want?

Everything may happen for a reason.

Nowadays I guess I twitter / tumblr more than I blog. Daddy is still at oversea; I truly miss him so badly. 3weeks is like 1000000000000xyears for me. I can’t wait till he’s back! & there’s BIG planning stuff for him to do >) Somehow, things are getting more and more complicated. I just wish everything was a big weird dream. I wish, or perhaps I should pray hard that I was just dreaming. Hahh. &…………

I’m stuck! I mmg got lots of stuff to shout-out, but now….I’m stuck. Wtfff, kayyy la. Since already comin 2am, guess I should tido now.

Goodnight!

Fyi; I got teddy for my blog header! Idk why but I need teddy in my blog. HAHA

Ps; Omg! Can’t believe I said twilight suck, but now…I fall for it.
I mahu watch New Moon so badly before Eclipse release! Wtff la me.

The picture says it all.